Speacilly for you

This post is about my mum, she had been a great mum all these years and I knew cause I am the eldest at home. This post is specially made for my mum and I hoped that she will understand what I meant.

From young, you teaches us all kind of stuff like be kind, call older people like auntie and uncle, say please and thank you, behave properly and things like that. As soon as I grew up, I began to start thinking a lot of stuff especially this year.

The disappointment I mean was you sometime scold me for no reason but I can't answer you besides doing what you asked me to do. Like yesterday, I was in the room tieying my hair and I ask Jia Min to wait before letting her going to bath, then she went to the kitchen don't know doing what, and suddenly I heard her screaming and you scolding. After I am done, I went to the back and saw the soy sauce on the floor, I didn't know what was going on, so I just take my homework and start doing them. Then out of sudden you scold me like shit. I can't do anything.

I remembered last time me and Jia Min was like your dog, what you say, we have to obey them and we don't even dare to complain anything to you. Just do as you say. Lately I don't know wwhat happen to me, I kept thinking of the past the way you treat us. Now add a little brother, everything became worse. You kept saying that you shoudn't had give birth to Edward, this and that and keep complaning things about us.

I think when I was 10 years old and sister was 9 years old, you kicked us out of the house for some stupid reason and we did our homework under the shade. We are clever aren't we? XD. When Edward was borned, we loved him very much. But when he was 2 year old, you kicked him out of the house just he never finish his milk and refuse to finish it. He cried like shit until Auntie Ngaim also came out but you don't allow us to bring him inside the house.

Until now, I am still kind a disappointed and for once, yes, that time, you bit Edward. For what? Cuz he cried when he was bathing. That time when you go ta pao food for me and sister for lunch, I fed him his porridge and kept thinking the time you bit him. And I started crying. And guess what did Edward did? He get a piece of tissue for me. Isn't that sweet and help me wipe. I stop crying by the time you came back.

But if I turn 360 and think twice, you did all this, is just meant for our own good. You bit us just don't want us to repeat the same mistake. Sometimes I lawan cakap you and you was angry with me. These years, we had been so good, follow your words and even we want to say you back, but think twice again, it may be not that nececary.

I lurv you mum!!! Lurv you forever~

I sooo in "Love" with him

Me and my sis watched "Hotlink Caller Ringtone" at 5 pm and switching channels up and down and got fed up so juz change it to 8TV. Yup, and we wait until 6.3o pm and watched"Hot Shot" .

Yeah, in the show "Hot Shot", it's about basketball and not to forget, HOT GUYZ!!! I just really can't get my eyes of them. XD. About 7 pm and the show wasn't finish, mum asked us to eat dinner. Haih... Steamboat so we can't eat and watch TV. Lol... Then we continued watching...

After that, I changed the channel to Astro AEC to watch my idol which is also hot. Nicholas Teo!!! Hehe... I got his latest album as my birthday present from my mum and now I want his concert CD. Hehe... I am being greedy... Actually that wasn't a live concert, his live concert was held on 29 March 2008. Whoa! I am remembering all this stuff!

ZOMG!!! His song and voice was wonderful. His dancing, his hairstyle, his clothings, his everything was PERFECT!!! What can I say more about him? Well of course and for sure, he is HOT!!! Ok, I am being retarted... Wait, anyone that heard a song named " In love with you", please tell me who is the singer, it's a duet.

He talked about how he became faamous and bla bla bla... and when he sang the song "Give", he cried and his fans helped him to continued his songz. When the lights was on, somebody took out a "notice board" and it wrote there" No tears are allowed on the staged." Lol man...

His show I mean "concert" ended at 10.30 pm. And that is when my dad ask me to take my bath and my mum fetched my sister from her friend's house as they were playing candles. I really wished that I could get his Nicholas From Now On T-shirt lerh...

Ikano-ing

Today, I woke up early and ate mooncake + chocolate milk for breakfast.It tasted so not nice but still need to eat it...

After having a quick bath, me and my family went to Ikano Power Center. My parents went Ikea to get a box while me and my sister ran to Speedy. The moment we stepped into the shop, we heard "Low" and later on "Touch My Body". The main perpose we went there is to buy Rynn's 3rd album and now it's finally mine. Hehe...

Actually I didn't really saw his CD. I went another corner and saw "Nicholas's From Now On Concert". So sad I only got 50 bucks and can't get to buy the CD... Sobz.... And my sister called me to the other side and I saw the CD and grab it. It wasn't perfect so I was looking for another one but that was the last one. So no choice... I also noticed that his 1st album left 1, 2nd album left 2 and the 3 rd album left 1. Haha now don't have already I guess...

After taking the CD with me, I called Pei Yan as she wanted to share CD with me but can't call her. Haiz forget about it. Then we stayed there for quite a long time admiring other albums. How I wish alll of them were mine. *Hehe I am being greedy*. We paid money and rushed up to Popular.

Once we reached there, we wanted to find some karangan but ended up reading "Hot Shot", a movie in book type. Soon, my mum called us to eat lunch.

We had lunch at the shortcut to Ikea, a Japanese restaurant. I ordered a laksa from another stall. Yum!!! XD

We went back to the bookshop to continue looking for my karangan. Out of sudden, I saw the "Beijing Olimpic Opening and Closing Ceremony". Ok that was expensive... I found my karangan and I gotta find my sister. I saw the Beijing Olimpic cap which actually cost 30 bucks! WT?!?!?!

We went for ice-cream after that and went back home, took a bath and wait for the time to past cuz I want to watch TV!!

Lee Chong Wei (part 2)

Ok, here finally come to part 2. In part 2, they talk a lot and it was very very funny.

Lee CW said that his girlfriend looks childish and so me and my sister laugh... And then he open his shirt and say " I very hot here." I was thinking " You are hot!!!" Then they went to the hostel where Chong Wei stay for badminton practise. When the DJ went in, he was like opening a door and said " Whoa, here got lots of badminton racquet, badminton shirt not really a lot of books cuz he don't like reading." And we laugh again. Lol...

It was so nice but sunch a pity that we can't get to watch again... Lucky I didn't miss it...

Some parts are way funny but some are touching and my heart was crying cuz I did not dare to cry in front of the TV. I really support Chong Wei and he accept me in friendster. Thank God he was willing to accept me. XP

So pissed!!!

On Thursday, me and Yue Teng was very pissed at Samantha. This is because...

That time was Moral time and Calvin, Alycia, Yue Teng, Jonathan and Calvin were playing dare or double dare. I wasn't playing cuz I was not in a playing mood. Then don't know who spin kena Sam and it is just a single dare and they dared her and Jona to touch thier hand.

After that, Yue Teng spin and kena Jonathan and he's was a double dare. So they double dared him to hold Samantha's hand for 20 seconds. After that kena Yue Teng again and she just don't want to hold Bryan Wong's hand. So they just touch the hand.

Then after the game was over, Sam was like " Hah! See who is slower now!" Cuz before that me and Yue Teng keep saying that both of them are slow. * Wait, I wasn't looking at them too. So I am ears dropping them.*

I was so damn piss after that word. I was like WTH!!! Hey come' on la. It was just a double dare and just hold hand for 20 second. Not 20 minutes ok. You don't need to be so show of la. And already one month haven't hold hand is DAMN SLOW. Ok. Even Yue Teng already hug Bryan Wong what about you?! Even me hold hand with my ex every week and it's about 1 and a half hour la...

Then the next day we didn't talk to Sam. And she tell her other friends that she and Jhon break up because of us. I was like... WTH?!? We didn't ask you to break up with him. We just want you to shut your mouth up. Why? Because everytime we walk with you, everything sure got something to do with John. We didn't ask you to break up with him also. And you though breaking up with him will solve the problem. But that is not our main point.

We didn't talk to each other less than 1 day. Just 1 freaking day and Lycia suggested to make peace. I did not want to. Cuz it is no unfair. I mean you guyz seldom talk to me after the Atria thing about 1 more hore hhalf. Her's is just one day!!! I really don't understand why. Is it because that you guyz need to go her house to do project or what?!?!

It's just soooo unfair to me!!! I bet nobody knows...

Random?

If you unferstand Chinese, and you understand the lyrics of the song, I bet you will be touched by the song. Check these songs out. Most of them are love song and some are emo songs that I play the CD when I emo.

以刻了竹藤的笔迹揣摩 完美无缺的轮廓
是我挑剔的手在颤抖 画不出一个结果
看窗外秋季的风景挣脱 夏日束缚的暖和
树叶飘落 景色衬托
小楷字体的婀娜
谁把爱带走又留下
把心紧握了又释放 自己无法接受的瑕疵
成了别人的美景 才懂得珍惜

毛笔绘出的诗句 也绘出遗憾的经历
错失原有的爱情 修得痛苦是自己
断断续续的恋情 就没有幸福的结局
强求完美却遗失 原本快乐的自己

你会不会也想我
我苦苦在思索
找不到一丝一毫线索
我记忆碰出花火 开成了你的轮廓
照亮我一分一秒寂寞
只怕人海太辽阔 转眼就错过
有些话不能再拖 趁现在要对你说

Your heart my heart 闪烁
幸福围绕着你 围绕我 银河里我们不寂寞
Your heart and my heart 你爱我就不要再退缩
My heart 我的世界让你掌握

你会不会也想我
我苦苦在思索 找不到一丝一毫线索
我记忆碰出花火 开成了你的轮
廓照亮我一分一秒寂寞
只怕人海太辽阔 转眼就错过
有些话不能再拖 趁现在要对你说

Your heart my heart 闪烁
幸福围绕着你围绕我
银河里我们不寂寞
Your heart and my heart 你爱我就不要再闪躲
Your heart 伸出手我就会紧握

Your heart my heart 别迷惑爱情再清楚不过 我只等这一天你会说 说爱我

你在我身边不再怕黑
每个晚上睡的甜美
多暧昧你
却不是我的谁
我在你面前变的谦卑
不敢要求你的一点回馈
担心这种完美瞬间枯萎

我真的以为爱你双倍 过去就会倒退
但它制造的回忆也珍贵
你的房间里残留他的气味
所以忘却不干脆
我真的以为爱会双倍
未来不管错对
但你说爱我却不够绝对
还会想见他 却还要我跟随
告诉我爱怎能这样的分配

你在我身边不再怕黑每个晚上睡的甜美
多暧昧
你却不是我的谁
而我在你面前变的谦卑
不敢要求你的一点回馈
担心这种完美瞬间枯萎

我真的以为爱你双倍
过去就会倒退
但它制造的回忆也珍贵
你的房间里残留他的气味
所以忘却不干脆
我真的以为爱会双倍
未来不管错对
但你说爱我却不够绝对
还会想见他 却还要我跟随告诉我爱怎能这样的分配

我真的以为爱你双倍
过去就会倒退但它制造的回忆也珍贵
你的房间里残留他的气味
所以忘却不干脆 我真的以为爱会双倍未来不管错对
但你说爱我却不够绝对还会想见他 却还要我跟随
告诉我爱怎能这样的分配

說寂寞
說心痛
說脆弱
那不是我作風
你不懂 我難過你想走
我全看在眼中
我們已錯過那麼
你有你的夢　我有我坦然的自由
我們還能擁有什麼
能不能繼續挽留

是什麼讓你迷惑選擇了孤獨
是什麼讓這一切變成了荒蕪
曾經的擁有
這樣被蹉跎 愛過你　恨過你的證據一一閃過
在孤單的這一邊　變成了包袱
在幸福的那一邊　已成了敗訴
放逐所有的心痛 也許痛哭就能狠下心
忘記愛過

我们都知道感情是盲目
我们都知道永远是虚无
再一步就看见爱迷路
每一次拥抱就换来糊涂

我们都知道拥抱已麻木
我们都知道相爱不能继续宽恕
再服输就让爱情变成荒芜
才发现我们只缺了个地图
也许爱不该让步其实应该很清楚 我们的爱已经走到陌路

就让我们的爱情走到此结束
在一起没有幸福就很迷糊
来时不由自主
如果相信爱是感动的最远处
那时幸福就会满足
让爱更清楚

我们都知道相爱不能继续算数
再服输就让爱情变成了荒芜
才发现我们只缺了个地图
就让我们的爱情走到了陌路

我知道你知道不会再不认输
就让我们完成这完美的演出 wu～oh～
那一刻当你说要离开的时候
其实我想要再给你拥抱 oh～

就让我们的过去走到此结束
再一次走到幸福不再迷糊
我会永远在乎
那时幸福就会满足不再让你哭

趁着黑夜还未破晓之前离开你
你那时来还睡得很甜蜜
是否有察觉到我的一片苦心
是为了不让你逃避你自己
也许我还不够能力把你彻底忘记
至少我懂适当时离去

我受了重伤
己不再对爱渴望
握紧的手始终要放
留得住的只是荒壤
我受了重伤
离开只是种疗方
放手逃离伤心的海岸
遗憾的是没找到麻木的药方

多留一分钟就多痛一分钟
我该学会如何遗忘
只是一分钟就能从痛苦中释放
不必为了别人而伤

Hehe, I know I am being retarted. XP

Pretty boy

This song was recomendad by Yue Teng. And I love the song and sometimes I chat with my friend, he say this song bring back memory. I also think about my chilhood playtimes when I listen to it. What song was I talking about? This:

I lay awake at night
See things in black and white
I only got you in my mind
You knew you have made me blind

I lay awake and pray
That you would look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you like I never ever love no one before you
Pretty pretty boy oh my just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I do
Let me inside
make me stay right beside you

I use to write your name
And put it in a frame
And some time I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you like I never ever love no one before you
Pretty pretty boy my just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I do
Let me inside make me stay right beside you

Oh pretty boy, pretty boy, pretty boy

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you like I never ever love no onebefore you
Pretty pretty boy my just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy
I do Let me inside make me stay right beside you

Lovely song ya?

改嫁

I really love this song. And I am in love with it. Me and my friend are going to share out to buy Rynn Lim's 3rd album. But I don't know when can I go shopping to buy. XD Anyway, check 'em out!!! If you don't know how to read chinese then it's too bad for you. XP

起轿 凤冠霞披却不闪耀
鞭炮燃烧的喜气沾苦恼
唢呐吹不响 烙在心上的某一段情调
苦笑 爱蒙上盖巾看不到
醉掉交杯洒跟谁不重要
掀起盖头来亲吻新人的脸幻想是你的面貌呜~~
不是你的脸
你的好 当嫁妆 把爱当新娘
没有人像你让我得意的笑
爱悄悄 经过寂寞的洗脑
改嫁到另一个人怀抱
心草草 隐藏回忆的心跳
试著要把你忘掉
爱悄悄 这样改嫁终老
就是想你改也改不了
若被烫焦 大红蜡烛两头烧
让爱随火灭掉

童谣：掀起你的盖头来
让我来看看你的脸
呜~~
不是你的脸

爱悄悄 (爱悄悄)经过寂寞的洗脑
改嫁到另一个人怀抱
心草草 隐藏回忆的心跳
试著要把你忘掉
爱悄悄 这样改嫁终老
就是想你改也改不了
若被烫焦 大红蜡烛两头烧
让爱随火灭掉

爱过了门 就灭掉

Hehe I love the song, you can try calling me for this song is my caller ringtone.

1u-ing

I went 1u again!!! Haha... I bought a bag and help my mum to choose a wallet for my youger sister in Girls.

1 st, we go to the shop and bought my bag and I used up my money and that bag cost me 30 bucks. Don't care la... Then I saw Hoe Ming and I was like OMG!!! Then I changed my view and hoped that he didn't see me. Later on, we moved on to Body Glove. Lots of people in there. Why? Because evry top got 50 percent discaunt!!!! Cool!!! But didn't get to buy one... and I saw another person - Lok Wei Jing from Balau. I also pretend not to see him...

Then we went up o Parkson and bought some stuff and go to Dragon-I to eat dinner. Yum... the food was delicious. Then we went BATA to buy my sister's shoe and saw another person- Julie Tan, an old friend. I didn't know cuz my bro was pulling me to the toy shop next door.

We walked back to old wing to get my sister's wallet. and then went into a sports shop downstairs. Gosh!!! I saw the Nike bottle!!! I really want the bottle and I just walk pass it. Sobz....

We later go and buy ice-cream from Mc Donald. I oredered a mocha flovoured ice-cream but my brother took it away from me and I gotta eat his chocolate one. Edward, you better not eat my next one I am telling you!!!

Lame day...

Last Friday was a retarted and lame day. Our school celebrated the National Day and we sat in the hall about one hour and I ass was damn pain. XD

Today I ponteng chinese sociaty. XD so me and Yee Lyn walk around the school a few round. Then we head of to the cantin and bought a cup of ice lemon-tea. Yum!!! Then we went to the hall when it is time.

After recess, the last three periods we only go to the hall. The ceremony was quite interesting la... We got 3 paper each and a small little flag. !@# Then when it is almost over, we sang the songs and the form 2 girls was screaming and yelling until I almost get deaf. Lol...

We then helped Cik Izatti to take out the flower pots in the hall. Well we didn't really help but play there. Haha... it is such a lame day...