Speacilly for you

This post is about my mum, she had been a great mum all these years and I knew cause I am the eldest at home. This post is specially made for my mum and I hoped that she will understand what I meant.

From young, you teaches us all kind of stuff like be kind, call older people like auntie and uncle, say please and thank you, behave properly and things like that. As soon as I grew up, I began to start thinking a lot of stuff especially this year.

The disappointment I mean was you sometime scold me for no reason but I can't answer you besides doing what you asked me to do. Like yesterday, I was in the room tieying my hair and I ask Jia Min to wait before letting her going to bath, then she went to the kitchen don't know doing what, and suddenly I heard her screaming and you scolding. After I am done, I went to the back and saw the soy sauce on the floor, I didn't know what was going on, so I just take my homework and start doing them. Then out of sudden you scold me like shit. I can't do anything.

I remembered last time me and Jia Min was like your dog, what you say, we have to obey them and we don't even dare to complain anything to you. Just do as you say. Lately I don't know wwhat happen to me, I kept thinking of the past the way you treat us. Now add a little brother, everything became worse. You kept saying that you shoudn't had give birth to Edward, this and that and keep complaning things about us.

I think when I was 10 years old and sister was 9 years old, you kicked us out of the house for some stupid reason and we did our homework under the shade. We are clever aren't we? XD. When Edward was borned, we loved him very much. But when he was 2 year old, you kicked him out of the house just he never finish his milk and refuse to finish it. He cried like shit until Auntie Ngaim also came out but you don't allow us to bring him inside the house.

Until now, I am still kind a disappointed and for once, yes, that time, you bit Edward. For what? Cuz he cried when he was bathing. That time when you go ta pao food for me and sister for lunch, I fed him his porridge and kept thinking the time you bit him. And I started crying. And guess what did Edward did? He get a piece of tissue for me. Isn't that sweet and help me wipe. I stop crying by the time you came back.

But if I turn 360 and think twice, you did all this, is just meant for our own good. You bit us just don't want us to repeat the same mistake. Sometimes I lawan cakap you and you was angry with me. These years, we had been so good, follow your words and even we want to say you back, but think twice again, it may be not that nececary.

I lurv you mum!!! Lurv you forever~