Trying to leave it out...

Long time didn't online so can't get to post blogs.

Trying to leave it out... Yea.... I am trying my BEST to forget my past. But I can't. Ireally can't do anything. What am I suppose to do??? I can't put him down yet because lots of stuff is appearing infront of me but I don't want to see or hear or even remember it.

What things I don't want to see but keep onn seeing: couples, couples holding hand, pockets, long sleeve. But couple-ing is very common in school. So I can only let my heart go pain and swell. Hold hand. That is what couples do. So can't do anything lo...

Word that I really don't want to hear: virgin. Just some reason of mine la.... Hope others don't mine...

Sorry to the people that are couple-ing.