Thanks friend

Remember I posted a blog here saying how desperate am I to get a boyfriend? After sharing my though about it to a friend, she told me lots of stuff. And I felt better after telling her and listening to her advice. She even posted a comment on my blog. XD

Well. at least she understand how I felt. Unlike SOME people who just grab my crusd away. I mean I can't say that cuz they don't even noe that I like him. So I can't blame them.

Cool, I chat with my another crush last night. I noe more about him. When I noe he got a crush on *** I was goin down again. But when he say he might give up on her. I hope he will noe that I like him.XD

I understand everyone have different thought's. So I get what they mean.XD
Thanks friend.

Argh!!!

My mum and I was sooo desperate to call in MY FM just to get that 10000 ringgit!!!

The game was actually like this. This year is MY FM 10 year old. So, we gotta guess who are those artist or singer that say " Congratz MY FM 10 anyversary" in chinses. Whoa!!! That was tough. The DJ said that the position and the name of the artist must be correct. 100 ringgit each and if all correct 10000 ringgit man!!!

Friday aternoon, I was waiting for the time to call in. Wait, wait, wait, and wait. Haiz, can't wait anymore cuz need to go to school. Then when I got back from school with a cup of mocha bubble tea, I went and sat infront of the TV for Malaysia's badminton player- Lee Chong Wei is playing with a Korean player. Well, anyway, he beat the Korean dude and going to the final and playing with a China guy. Congratz Chong Wei, the gold medal is near!!!

Ok, back to the main point. Wait about 9pm, me and my sister started calling in. Only 2 kind of tone will be heard: line is busy and connection problem. Haiz... we can't get to call in. Another person called in and took away 900 ringgit!!! Man!!! If I gotta call in, I think I already took 10000 ringgit larhx!!!

Don't care larhx!!! I am trying again on Monday!!! I want the MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really can't stand it anymore...

Since I broke up with him, I was so desperate to get another one...

I told my friend about it, but still no use, they can't even help me. Sobz.... Seeing my friendz one got admirere, another two got boyfriends. They are just making me finding another guy. But seriously how??? All the guyz I like are stold by the others even from my best friend cause I nvr tell them who I like. So if they couple with the guyz I like, the only thing that I can do is to cry in the dark. Nobody will care about me, nobody will hear me sobbing, nobody will see me crying, even nobody knows that I am crying....

Haha, Yue Teng say she help me match. Match with who??? I really don't understand. I really feel like crying now... Perhaps nobody will know that I am emoing when blogging this post...

I REALLY WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!

6I class 2007 reunion

After coming back from the school, I went to take a bath then read newspaper. Pls: I am not a nerd. XD.

After that about 12.45pm, I went to Taman Megah's Secret Recipe to hang out with my old classmate. Those who went there are: me, Christy, Shiang Qian, Sze Mei, Jia Yee, Emily, Yee Lin, Alex, Shen Yung and Bryan. We chit chat... Then have lunch. I ate fish and chip. Yum!!! Haha... Later on we talk craps, bla bla bla...

Ater that, we played dare or double dare with the help of bryan's bottle!!! Haha... Bryan dared me a stupid dare- Put my friendster shoutout " I like pie " for one week. Lame right??? Then we play and laughed like shit. LOL. About 4 pm, we went back. Oh ya, tell you guyz something. Before we left, we need to pay the bill. And I was the last one to pay. Then when I am to the door, the cashier tell me that still got one more bill haven't pay.

OMG!!! Shen Yung haven't pay!!! He was the 1st one to go home. Haiz... looks like I have to help him pay.. Lucky he only drank ice lemon tea which cost RM5, or not I don't have enough money to help him pay.

Guess what, after coming out from Secret Recipe, my mum bought me bubble tea!!! Whoa!!! I choose peppermint flavoured. Ok, it tasted a bit wierd but still not bad. And I got one for my sister, mango flavoured. Haha. it was nice but I took a looong time to finish up the ballz... XD

Yuk Chai's sports day

Today is Yuk Chai's sports day. i woke up at 7.45am. So tired cuz I slept late last night. When I was in the room changing, Shiang Qian came earlier than me... Haiz... So when I reached school, its about 8.15 am...

Once I step in my school, the 1st place I head of to is the cantin. I see no one then I went to the field. see no one than walk back to the cantin. Guess what?! I saw Choong Wen. Haha. I don't know him but he know's my name. Lol that was last time but I know him now cuz I still caht with him on MSN and friendster. When I see him, he was like Hi Mindy, you still remember me? Than I say... Choong Wen? Then he talked to his friend. OMG she still remembers my name!!!About that later on. Guess what again?! I sawASSHOLE!!! Amazing!!! I don't care la... Then I walk back to the field. Then I saw Jia Yee, than we walk togather to look fir the others.

Finally saw some other people. Than we walk in group, likegangster. Haha. Ok, then we saw Zi Xiang, then we chat la... Bla bla bla... Me, Shiang Qian and Yuet Shuang walk back cuz it was boring and see asshole all the time... Later on, we going for a hang out...

080808

Waiting since 2004, after 4 years, which is 2008, here comes the Olimpic Game again. The athletes of Malaysia are prepared after practising those games for 4 years.

o8o8o8 is also 8 of August 2008. The opening of Olimpic were held in Beijing, China. If only I got the sports channel in Astro then i can start watching at 8 pm. But I don't have that channel so I watched it on RTM1. As you know, this is a Malaysia channel so they got news and all those stuff. So the show starts on 8.30 pm. Haiz... I miss the half and our time of the starting part. Then I continue watching until about 9pm, here comes the boring part. All the countries that took part in the Olimpik came marching in. Malaysia was the 10th to go in the stadium.

Guess how many contries are they. 250!!! Whoa, this is crazy. You gotta sit there for about 1 hour. It was freaking boring. No choice so gotta sit there looking the athletes going high. Lol. The best part was when Li Ning put the fire. It was so increibble. I did not even think about of me. I also love the fire works. How I wish i was in Beijing that time. I love thier performance, it was like damn cool. I really enjoy it.

I hope Malaysia can get more gold medals man. Good luck.

Mua friendz...

I bet everyone has friends... Some people jst can't live without friends ( like me XD). I sometimes kind a pity those that don't have friends. Eg. Martin Wong. He always get bulied by other people. I hate him a moment of time. But if you think adain, he is actually very pity. Well, this is not the topic I want to mention, I juz want to list down my friend list.

These people that are really friend that would care, help me. They also listen to my problems and help me solve them. They will cheer me up if I emo. Laugh like shit togather. We even give each other a '' nickname''. Who are they??

The top six friends:
- Wong Yue Teng (Teng Teng)
- Alycia Tan Wei Wenn (Lycia, boobs)
- Samantha Koh Siew Cheng ( Sam, Cheng Cheng, KFC)
- Calvin Yong Jie Peng
- Jonathan Chin Chi Hou
- Jeremy Tan Say Boon

* Don't scold me after viewing it... Wait, I dun dare to give the guyz nickname or not I am dead. XD

Ok, erm... this the normal friends. * If your name is not in it, please don't scold me cuz I might mislook or forgotten you.*

- Yong Boon Xiong
- Kok Hoe Ming
- Mitchell Young
- Tan Yee Lyn
- Bryan Ang
- Lam Shi Hui
- Elizabeth Sek
- Than Sue Gin
- Kabir
- Lim Shiang Qian
- Christy Yong
- Ong Xi Lam
- Wong Jun Kit
-Bryan Chin
- Yuzeem
-Jagdev
- Ooi Cha Kie
- Kor Sin Yee
- Naomi Tan
- Ho Jia Qi
- Lim Eng Kian
- Brandon Tan
- Yap Kitson
- Marcus Lee
- Tham Ji Xian
- Choong Wen

.... My friend are unlimited... I really can't list them all out. Sry ya!!!

The One and Only Me

I am so boring... Why don't you guyz check me out...

~ Mindy Tan~
~13 (2008)~
~0126151013~
~mindytan@live.com.my~
~SMK DJ~
~ 1 Batai~

What I love...

~ My phone~
~ My blog~
~ SMS~
~ Emo~
~ Sleeping~
~ Reading~
~ Swimming~
~ Rainy day~
~ The laptop~
~ Chocolate~
~ Lolipop~
~ Japanese food~
~ Western food~
~ Bubble Tea~
~ Milkshake~
~ Unggul~
~Nicholas Teo~
~ Rynn Lim~
~ The singer's song~
~ Hanging out with friends~
~ Holidays~
~ Nokia~
~ Sony Ericsson~

What I hate...
~ Lan cii ppl~
~ Lala zai~
~ Lala mui~
~ Idoits~

~ So hai's~
~ Nerdz~
~ Ppl who act cool~
~ Childish ppl~
~ Assholes~
~ Pn. Khoo~
~ Pn. Wong~
~ En. Rosdi~
~ Sejarah~
~ Geography~
~ Retarted ppl~
~ Samsung~
~Homeworks~
~ Projects~
~ Tuition~

Hehe... Lame again ya...

Rainy day

Today the hold day was raining... I was soo lazy to wake up this morning. Such a good whether to sleep... Lol.

Haiz... Sleepy head... Once I went to school, it started raining again. I told Yue Teng and Sam that it is a good whether to emo. Lol... Yue Teng started emo cuz somebody spread something over the hold school. Haiz... Lycia say she ' sakit hati' seeing her like that everyday.

The rain started heavily and I am shivering like shit cuz I am sitting right under the fan. Lycia prayed for her secret admirer so that he can go back savely. Cool!!! Pn. Khoo did not come for 2 days. I hope she won't come tomorrow and Saturday. Then we can party!!! XD

Pn. Margeret also did not come. 3 free peroid was gave to us but those diciplin teacher came in... So they mumble the hold day... Time flew away just like that.

The rain still did not stop. The fun period is Siviks. Haha. All the guyz are answer the teacher by stupid answers.

I can't stop hugging my bag. It was just sooo cold and I need to keep myself warm before I freeze. Anyway, it was fun walking under the rain without an unbrella. We did not do that for months cuz it seldom rain after school.

Because of you

I think I saw you somewhere in Yuk Chai before but I wasn't too sure which class were you from.I remembered last year when we need go to SMKDJ to report ourself, your mum parked her car at the back of my dad's car. I also remembered that I saw you in Singapore last year following the school.

January 2008, you joined B.M. tuition and you were sitting infront or erm opposite of me. I think I asked you what school are you in now and before that which school from. You replied me shyly.

Later on I saw you in school and we are quite friends. That day your class just came back from the science lab and it was recess. I called you and told you that Bryan Chin wants your handphone number. You asked me '' He don't have??? '' I nodded. You allowed me to give your number to him. Next day, both of you came up to me when we are in the hall. You said that i gave the wrong number to Bryan. I aplogized to both of you.

In tuition, you seldom finish your homework but I did not tell teacher. You did not even study your sastera. But I don't care. You always put your stuff over my table and I will push it back to yours. Thinking of that, it's quite funny. You was teacher's bodyguard while was his secentary. Sometimes teacher will take both of us as a sample and my friends will say all those stuff.

In school, it is always boring before going to the hall. I once sitting on the cantin bench and kicked your leg when you pass by. You asked me why I kicked your leg in tuition, I said I was bored. Haha. I actually did in purpose. XD.

When I was chatting with my old classmate using the computer, *** say she is coupling with you. I congrats her because in the same time I was also coupling with a guy in my class that likes me since after UPSR.

Few weeks later in tuition, teacher said Hoe Ming was noisy so he changed your place with him. Things go on like this... But sometimes Hoe Ming will might kicked my leg... Well, its ok.

2 weeks after with the boy, I dumped him because he was ANNOYING!!! I hate annoying guyz. But both of you seem to be ok. When teacher gives us hoemwork, you keep looking down the drawer, it looks like you are smsing with her.

Few months later, teacher found that the boys are too noisy, so he wanted the girls to move to the back and guyz infront. And I have no choice so I gotta sit next to you. And it was freaking cold when I sat there.

### that day told me that he likes ***. I can't help him because you were with ***. ### later tell me in tuition that he knows that you were her boyfriend. I pity him.

Then things goes on... On a weekday I forgotten when was it, you told me that you wanted to break up with ***. I was suprised when you say that. You told me that you lost your feeling's to her. You ask me how so I told you the way. You wanted to use my name, and I allowed. I ask how was it going on in tuition. You said both of you broke up. I was suprised.

Then I kind a realize that you always walk pass my class looking inside. I did not ask that much but my friend were talking other craps. I remembered that Wednesday, the most ' craziest' day of my life. It was on 11 of June. I took your lolipop from you. You wanted to see a piece of paper which belongs to me. I wanted to know your crush's name so I said that if you wanna see the paper, you gotta tell me. At 1st you won't and then want the lolipop back. i gave you back then you say you was kidding. Then you finally ask me to check your handphone. You did not tell me when then you went to the toilet. When you came back, you asked me did I see the message, I said I did not. Then I grabbed the phone from your drawer. You say go to contact and press downwards 60 time. That was crazy, I thought. I was quite shock that it was my name. Then I say I don't believe. You ask me to go draft and check. This is what you wrote and I still remember it.


I like my cousin. And the cousin is you. I know you won't believe me but this is true. I like you.


I was seriously shocked. Then I scribble on a piece of paper and ask you. What if I say I like you? You replied. Serious? I said IF. Then he threw back the paper. If only you like me, or not we can couple. Then I say. I really like you. Later on, after we finish our homework, your arm knocked on me. I actually scolded you. Then you emo. Haha. I said sorry you, you only smile.

The next day, you used your friend's handphone to sms me cause your phone is out of money. You ask me to me your girlfriend. I replied you late cuz I was thinking whether to be cuz you are a player and most of my friend hates you. They say you are famous for lan cii but I don't care. I asked my friend but he did not reply. So I gotta make my own discition and I choose to be your girlfriend.

I ate the lolipop you gave me own Sunday. I have no idea why is it sooo sweet until I chocked myself. You sms me and say all the stuff. It's so sweet being with you. You say that you feel like sitting beside me holding my hand. I say maybe on Wednesday. You though that I won't let you hold.

So on that Wednesday, when you came to tuition, I wasn't in a good mood cuz on Monday, Jian Lin came to my class, sat on the table opposite me and talk to Jeremy and Calvin. I heard their conversation. They said that you are using me, and couple with Cherish. Then you used you handphone and ask me, I though you let me hold your hand??? Well, I put my hand down below the table but holding th chair. Then, using the handphone again, you wrote, Put your hand down. I can't hold like this. I did as you say. You hold my hand tightly, and your hand is kind a sweaty. I guess you are nervous. Nevermind, I am also nervous cuz that was my 1st time holding a guy's hand.

You hold my hand every Wednesday. And soon, I have no idea how I get famous. Remembered on 4 of July, I followed my friend just to return her friend's yellow card. Once I went up your class, your classmate was yelling my name. I have no idea who the hell yelled my name. I am not a pop star but I don't know why. That time, my heartbeat was 200 per minute. My heart was yelling to my friend's. " Hurry up!!! " My hand and leg was shiverring. Luckily downstairs nobody heart that yell. I ask my friend who same class with you. He said lots of people calling me, asking me to go in your class. And when I ran down the stairs, I heard a voice calling over me " Mindy!!! Why go back so fast??? " I igored it.

Things go on and on. Couple with you, let me grew bigger, but I loose lots friend. Some of them say since I couple with you, I became lan cii, some of them hate you, so when I was with you some people also hate me. But you said nevermind. As long you are with me, nothing will go wrong.

You everytime will just take my phone and check my stuff. I don't really care. You found that my wallpaper is plain, so u send me a wallpaper which I love it sooo much. ( If you wanna know check my friendster).

On your birthday, which is also Jogathon Day. I call over the phone to congratz you for winning in the race. I asked you where are you. You said you were in out with your friends. I was quite mad cuz you did not ask me out but ask your friendz. I heard you asking your friends that can I go. When you say can, I said that I was just joking. So which means that I did not go.

I got your birthday present on Sunday. I planned to give you on Wednesday, but i jusy can't get it out of my pocket. Haiz... So after tuition, I sms you. I asked you to look for me 2morrow ( which is 10 of July ) in the cantin either before school or during recess. Or not I will give it to other people.

The next day, you did not find me in the school cantin, I though I can give it to my sister. But after recess, you appear in front of my classroom door. I pretend that I did not see you. Then Jeremy Tan called me saying that you are looking for me. I went out and my friends started teasing me again. Haiz... So I gave you what you want and that stupid Bryan Chin is looking what we are doing. But on the same day, at night, you sms me that your brother knew both of us couple. You wanted to break up maybe about 2 weeks. I told you about this before that my mum suspect me... But you still hold my hand in tuition.

You ask me before what should you call me. Darling, Dear or what... I say its up to you but you still want me to make the dicision. But end up you still sometimes call me Dear or Darlin... That was sweet.

On the 23 of July, you appear INSIDE my classroom. I knew it but I did not care cuz there was a test later. So I continue to study. In tuition, I asked you why did you come to look for me, you said you just follow your friends, I said lame. Then you said I come and see you. It was just too sweet. I was freaking cold sittting over there, you asked me to hold your hand tighter. I was shy so I did not do as you say.

I remember once you were holding my hand freaking tight. When time is up, you still won't let go. So I suggest we meet up during house practise. I asked you out like this twice but you did not turn up. I was upset.

After hearing so much craps, you finally broke up with me. If it wasn't I start the conversation, maybe we might still be togather. But it is so not true cuz you were dating your ex!!! I really can't believe it. I have no idea why you did this to me. And the worst thing is I cried!!!! I don;t know why. I did not cry because of you... I... I just have no idea why...

Once my friends knows about it, they comfort me by telling me that it is useless to cry over for a playboy, and you are not the only guy in this world. So now, I call you asshole whenever I see you. I still don't get it, why must I see you everytime I turn my head or just change my view!!! Why????

Just now you did not went for tuition. I was sooo relax. But Naomi shwed me something. Guess what is it, the picture that we hold hand!!! It was in Timothy's handphone. I just can't believe it!!! I asked him to delete it immeidiately for I don't want to see that again.

I really wish I won't see you again...